Do you ever get to a point where you like circle back to feeling just blah? Like you know you bounce back. Have these moments of feeling like that bad azzz B, that you are. Then there are a few days or weeks where you feel like you are leaf just floating around and going with the flow of things… you’re not really calling the shots or deciding where you land. You’re just here, ya know??
Whether it’s certain things that make you feel this way or takes you back to leaf mode lol
(it’s a thing…don't google it or anything... I just made it up ) Or even if it’s people, a job.. hell it can be a lot of things... that have you not feeling youuu, boo boo!!
You can’t worry about that friend that just got engaged and you’re single as it gets. Or the friend who’s life literally seems to just fall into place and yours feel like it’s always falling… haha even the friend that just landed their dream job!! Or you went up a size in denim or whatever else it could be.
Where we are at in our own life is not validated by where other people are at in their life, ses!! Let me say that again because I need it....
Where
We
Are
At
In
Our
Own
Life
Is
Not
Validated
By
Where
Other
People
Are
At
In
Their
Life
Ses!!!!
Just here to remind you that I’m done being a leaf… I’m ready to make my own choices and land where I want to be. I don’t want to just float around aimlessly. If you know me, you know I’m an enneagram two which is the helper of all helpers. We give. We give. We give.
It’s who I am and what’s makes me, me and I love that about meeee and will never apologize for it. I am also ready to give to myself too. After, all the happiness I try to continue give to those around me and who I love.. I to want to give to me.
So should you!
If you are anyway connecting with this blog please know it’s ok to want things for you. Wanting things that make your blood plump and set your soul on fire are key to crunching over the leaves and stop being one.
Most importantly, it’s ok to want things for you & not have to validate why it is..
what you want sister.
Don’t compare yourself, my friends - you’re on ya own path to happiness and success. We know not everyone’s paths will look the same nor should they! We are all where we are at because God does have a plan for us all even on the days when we highly question what the fffff is going in hahaha
I hope this helps you know floating around is ok but let it be temporary… bounce back boo boo! Own ya truths and what YOU want for your life. Recently, I went to a therapy apt. and she asked me to close my eyes and explain what I saw for MY future … set aside what I think people want for me, judgements, all of that yuck stuff... it brought literal tears to my eyes before I could get words out. Try it, and see what happens my friends.
You'll probably be shocked what our inner self sees for us.
X O X O
Sloan :)